Thursday, July 26, 2012

3 Fears

1. Dying or someone close to me dying. I am terrified of this. I have never had anyone close to me die before except for my husbands mom and my grandma. My grandma passed when I was one, so I dont remember that, but when my husbands mom died it was awful. I truly had a hard time. I am so scared of another grandparent dying or parents or anyone in my family for that matter, I just dont know how I would deal with it. I just love all my family so much and cant imagine my life without them. Honestly, I would rather die than anyone close me...
2. Possums. This is a weird fear I might admit, but let me tell you. I am without a doubt petrified of possums. They make me sick. I hardly even go outside at night for fear of seeing one. They look like giant rats, another fear by the way. But its something about a possums face and tail that I just cant stand. Luckily I havent seen a live one in about a year....I stay sheltered and
3. Being a bad parent. I have an awful fear of raising Gracie the "wrong way". Granted, there are many ways to raise your child but I just dont want to make mistakes. YES, I know, I have made tons of mistakes already but what if allowing her to see something on tv by accident ruins her little mind, or arguing with someone, or ....etc. The possibilities are endless. I just want to do the best I can in raising her and all I can do is pray God will guide me and help me make the right choices and do the best I can.

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1 comment:

  1. i totally remember the possums one. they are pretty creepy!


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